Tsukikage of the Fuuma Clan (
intercalaryninja) wrote2015-10-04 06:42 pm
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...He wasn't here when I came home. ...He normally makes food so...
[So he was confused. Scared, even, when it seemed so quiet on top of the darkness. And then he searched, and searched...
...and nothing...]
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I see...
[He sees, but there's nothing they can really do now. They just have to move on, like he said...]
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....The boy goes quiet. And eventually he pulls away, his eyes shadowed.] ...T...
...Tsukikage..?
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...I want to tell you something, but... [He swallows, still not looking up.] ...You can't be mad though, ok?
..Y...
You can't...
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[He gets all his composure together because... boy he has a bad feeling about this...]
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Slowly, he reaches into his pocket then-he reaches, and pulls out a card, a card that looks holographic almost, with a rainbow passing through it when he turns it.
It is a keycard.] ...After Nii-sama was gone... ...after that, I wanted to bring him back. ...Th...the god that brought him here... ...he can't do that again. ...but he said...
...he said he had a safe place... [And he swallows. And he continues.] ...Even though it's safe, the others told me they want me to leave. K...Kurosaki...and Yuugo...
...Yuzu said...it was my choice... ...and... ...and Ilia said...
...Ilia said he wasn't lying-it's a safe place..! And he... ...He makes it so that I don't feel worse in the fog..!
...But you... ...and Kurt... ......I didn't want to make you mad, so...
...so even after that night...
[He can't say anything more. Not about that.]
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. . .
The god that brought Reiji-dono here...
[The Fourth... The Fourth God was behind this... Reira was aligned with him. Tsukikage miraculously keeps calm and he waits... waits for the boy to finish speaking first.]
So you're in his army now...
[But it wasn't their fight.]
I'm not mad... I just want to know why do you stay? What did he do to help during the fog? I'm... just a little lost, Reira-dono. I'm sorry.
[And by lost, it means that Tsukikage wants to go and give the god a piece of his mind.]
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In Reira's eyes, it was their fight.
It was absolutely their fight.] ...Because Ilia doesn't lie. ...and he promised...and...
[And tears are dotting his eyes as he speaks.] ...Before you came here... ...when the fog came, everything hurt.
...I couldn't close my mouth... ...and I felt more hungry... [He is breathing, if Tsukikage listens. Breath is needed to speak of course, but he is beginning to breathe faster and faster as he talks.]
I thought... [Swallow. Gasp-] ...I thought I saw a deer... ...but when I looked again, and...
...And after I swallowed..!
[...It was man.] ...After that though...
...I haven't turned into that. I don't make mistakes like that...and when the fog comes, I don't feel heavy...
...He kept his promise. ...He said...he said he'd keep me safe, and he kept his promise..!
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Be calm, Reira. I'm not mad... You don't have to think of such things anymore.
. . .
He kept his promise, and you stayed because of it. That's all there is to it. It's a good reason.
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I lied... ..even after I did that to you...
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[He affirms it quietly to himself too, before he pats the boy's head.]
It was going to happen one way or another. It helped in the end...
[He was about to say 'he didn't mind it', but he really did, so he stops himself.]
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...I never got to tell him.
...Kurosaki said not getting rid of it was worse, because... Because I didn't tell you. ...And now it's too late...
[There is silence. And he feels Tsukikage's hand between his antlers, the boy driven to launch himself for a hug once again.] I...
I'm sorry, Tsukikage..! I'm really...more than anything..! I'm sorry...
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It's alright, Reira-dono. I know you are... I forgive you.
[And though hurt, he'd be sure Kurt would as well.]
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Sleep, as it seems, has claimed him at last, and he slumps against the other's form.]
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I promise... I'll protect you for as long as I can. [He murmurs, pulling the blanket up, and putting both teddies securely in Reira's arms.]