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intercalaryninja) wrote2015-10-04 06:42 pm
intercalaryninja) wrote2015-10-04 06:42 pm
CONTACT | Call me, maybe
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<Crow-sama!>
< hazyreflection >
I'm fine.
[But like... it's 2 hours tops every day.]
<Crow-sama!>
< hazyreflection >
<Crow-sama!>
[And Reira had told him some of his worries... but Crow doesn't want to out something said in confidence.]
is this the sort of thing u want reira 2 see
do u want him 2 learn that caring about himself isnt important?
or that eveythin should b done alone?
hes not blind u kno
he can see wat ur doin
or not doin in this case
idk if u realise it bt
whether u like it or not
ur raising a kid
not training a ninja
ur not just a bodyguard any more
< hazyreflection >
Of course not.
...
I know I'm a bad example.
I just want to make things right.
I have a lot to atone for.
I never intended on training him as a ninja. Does it come across like that?
I'm trying to learn as fast as I can but my efforts aren't enough. I know this. I know I'm barely a caretaker.
<Crow-sama!>
i kno it aint easy
its ok 2 make mistakes
i was round ur age when i started looking after kids
muddlin thru and makin mistakes
bt dont 4get u hv friends who cn help
im sure uh who was that guy living w/ u again
he can look after reira 4 a bit while u get sum zzz
and if he cant lmk and ill drop in
im sure reira would feel better knowing ur getting sum rest
< hazyreflection >
And you. Is that really okay?
I feel bad for asking, honestly. I'm sure you have plenty to do otherwise.
<Crow-sama!>
idk how much like me the crow u knew was like bt
i hv a real gaggle back home
raised em 4 a good few years
i had help 2
tbh it feels weird
not looking after kiddos
< hazyreflection >
Never talked to him, but it was clear he did everything and anything for his kids.
Even when he was arrested I could hear him telling them to take care.
There is an orphanage in Bavan actually that I know of.
Maybe if you particularly desire to go look after kids once in a while, you could go help out there. I know some monsters work there. Yuurika for example, she's very kind.
Not the same but an option.
<Crow-sama!>
arrested huh
sounds rite
yea
ran some deliveries 4 her 4 a bit
bt
i
i cant bring myself 2 get close
nt when i kno that im putting everythin in2 getting home 2 my own kids
feels like itd b worse
2 get close only 2 abandon them at the 1st chance
< hazyreflection >
But to starve yourself of that sort of relationship.
People do come and go, and that's a reality of life. Those children know that as much as you do.
Just because you'll have to go eventually and want to go, doesn't mean you're abandoning them.
<Crow-sama!>
cause id b clearly choosing some1 else over them
< hazyreflection >
Some children will see how I explain, some like you think they will.
At the end of the day, it is up to you.
<Crow-sama!>
ill consider it
bt u get sum rest ok
its no good 4 anyone if u work urself 2 exhaustion
< hazyreflection >
Just give me a yell when you're better and can bring the generator in.
And Crow, take care of yourself.