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Good to hear.
Do not rush, just come when you're able to.

Is your arm okay?

got it fixed by a doc
if thats wat u mean
wont b bettr until the next fog
least it wont b months like it was bck home

That's what I mean.
I didn't know we had accelerated healing in the fog.
... Neat.

idk if thats the case 4 every1
bt 4 me it seems that way
helpful
bt
iunno
the fog healin me
kinda puts me on edge

I should ask the Lake Dala Clinic or the labs when I go to work. It would be a useful thing to know.

But it makes sense that you're on edge.

You don't follow either god, do you?

u work at the labs now?
liewen labs?

nah
had enuf of gods bck home
even the good one was
well
u cant count on gods

I've been working there for quite some time now. I'm a security guard. I work most nights there, usually while Reira-dono is sleeping.

No personal experience there, but I can agree on that.

I'll ask around for the fog healing. But maybe it's something else? Did you do something weird lately? Mana something?

nope
ive gotten injuries b4
heals real quick when it starts gettin foggy

[By injuries he means being dead.]

wait
if ur looking after reira during the day
bt ur working as a guard at nite
tsukikage
when r u sleeping

[Death and broken arms aren't the same though. He had his face blasted off and he came back fine in the fog.]

I sleep enough

[That's not an answer!]

when

When I have time.

and when is that

When I find time. Usually in the afternoon or early morning after work but before Reira-dono wakes up.

I'm fine.

[But like... it's 2 hours tops every day.]

and how much time is that

I shall skip the specifics and ensure you that it is most likely not enough to make it to your standard. Or most peoples, really.

kids learn frm the ppl who take care of them u kno

[And Reira had told him some of his worries... but Crow doesn't want to out something said in confidence.]

is this the sort of thing u want reira 2 see
do u want him 2 learn that caring about himself isnt important?
or that eveythin should b done alone?
hes not blind u kno
he can see wat ur doin
or not doin in this case
idk if u realise it bt
whether u like it or not
ur raising a kid
not training a ninja
ur not just a bodyguard any more

[There's a long silence before Tsukikage even replies.]

Of course not.

...

I know I'm a bad example.

I just want to make things right.

I have a lot to atone for.

I never intended on training him as a ninja. Does it come across like that?

I'm trying to learn as fast as I can but my efforts aren't enough. I know this. I know I'm barely a caretaker.

hey
i kno it aint easy
its ok 2 make mistakes
i was round ur age when i started looking after kids
muddlin thru and makin mistakes
bt dont 4get u hv friends who cn help
im sure uh who was that guy living w/ u again
he can look after reira 4 a bit while u get sum zzz
and if he cant lmk and ill drop in
im sure reira would feel better knowing ur getting sum rest

Frodo. I suppose it would be alright to ask him.

And you. Is that really okay?

I feel bad for asking, honestly. I'm sure you have plenty to do otherwise.

im more than happy 2
idk how much like me the crow u knew was like bt
i hv a real gaggle back home
raised em 4 a good few years
i had help 2
tbh it feels weird
not looking after kiddos

He was a lot like that.
Never talked to him, but it was clear he did everything and anything for his kids.
Even when he was arrested I could hear him telling them to take care.

There is an orphanage in Bavan actually that I know of.
Maybe if you particularly desire to go look after kids once in a while, you could go help out there. I know some monsters work there. Yuurika for example, she's very kind.
Not the same but an option.

pft
arrested huh
sounds rite

yea
ran some deliveries 4 her 4 a bit
bt
i
i cant bring myself 2 get close
nt when i kno that im putting everythin in2 getting home 2 my own kids
feels like itd b worse
2 get close only 2 abandon them at the 1st chance

If you see it that way, I suppose so.

But to starve yourself of that sort of relationship.

People do come and go, and that's a reality of life. Those children know that as much as you do.

Just because you'll have to go eventually and want to go, doesn't mean you're abandoning them.

u sure theyll c it that way?
cause id b clearly choosing some1 else over them

No I don't. But people see things differently.

Some children will see how I explain, some like you think they will.

At the end of the day, it is up to you.

Edited 2016-06-30 14:20 (UTC)

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